TODAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY

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Posted on: 5th Jul 2014

TODAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY the date is 05-06-2014 ths morning i woke to find my head a little more clear than uesual i decided that i will put in to place my plan of action.I am so sick of the useual crap the manipulates my day,you see ive not quite been my self ive been letting my head rule my life for so long i seem to be just going round in circles,its as if there ia a little old man sitting on my shoulder who keeps saying things like what do you know ? who would would want to read any thing you write,hence most of my days seem to be dominated by this big dark cloud hanging over my head,ime not writing this looking for sympethy i need to be writing this for my own sanity you see i have spent so much time reading other peoples stuff an ive just gone into overload like i said this is a brand new day,i have to say yesterday i had an apointment at my local doctors sergery not with my useaul doctor but a guy that ive never met in my life,he belongs to the carmarthen mental health teem,any way i spent best part of a cupple of hours with him chatting away about me, my life the past an what i expect from the future an i can tell ya it all looked a little bleak like i said this little man on my shoulder yelling at me bla bla bla,i should say before anyone gets the idea that ime just nuts i am realy not i have a few medicle problems to arthritus beeing one christ some days my body feels like its falling apart i couldent explane some of the pain i experiance i wouldent wish this on anyone,i do have some gratitude you see ive just had treatment for hyemroyds, now this is one condition that has been a real pain in the butt to say the least, but thankfully my gp sent me at last to see a very nice sergen who has at last has had me in hospital to try to fix this delicate problem of mine i can tell you if you have or have had hyemroyds you will know where i am coming from.talk about dominate your life its been so bad i was afraid to eat drink just in case i had to go to the loo talk about real pain,well i can say that from now on this is one airea that ime going to try to lookafter i realy dont want to go thrugh that again.what i am tying to say is that i am a real person who has had a few problems with my health which has caused me to be very moody grumpy call it what you want,i have no idear how my partner an family have put up with me for so long i am suprised they didnt get rid of me ages ago,well like i said today is a new day,its time i got of my butt an did something positive for once,i can tell you writing this is a start i was reading something the other day which said you should be able to write at least so many words well i can tell you my thoughts were i cant do that i couldent even write one line not alone post it on line for people to read,if your reading this then i want you to know that from a bloke of 54 years old with very little or no education who decided at the age of 11-12 to chuck his life away i realy ant doing that bad i know this bit of writing is not perfect but if it was then it woulnt be me writing it,if you care to follow what i write i then you will find plenty of mistakes, i plan to follow this with a little more about me an my plans for the future

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