Hope for the best,but,if it doesn't happen be prepared to deal with the worst! AND HOW IT MAKES YOU FEEL!

Recently I was invited to a group which will meet for one week-end around the end of January-the beginning of February.  In this group which will be only about 10 people the focus will be only not only creating a business, but, to launch it too!  I would really like to be able to attend this , however, almost like all things associated with becoming a successful internet marketer it cost a little bit.  And for what you get and how they are doing it I am not complaining at all.  Actually, I feel very HONORED that I was even thought of to be invited in then first place.  But financially this is way out of my league for right now.  If I could structure it in a way I could afford I  would, but, I don't like feeling like a charity case, which unfortunately after i went and had minor knee surgery and got M.R.S.A. IN THE HOSPITAL life seems like an endless struggle.  On a good note to my problem (i now because the infection need hip replacement surgery-at the time of this post i am in a hospital room at ST. LUKE'S HOSPITAL IN SAN FRANCISCO) I finally found a good primary doctor who sent me to a orthopedic surgeon.  My hope is to some day go back to my trade of 22 years which was as a baker - pastry chef.  Or if some how I get a chance like this to learn how to start a membership site and teach people how to bake things right at home that will come out like you bought it at a bakery.  T he key to home baking is learning how to improvise using what you have in a home kitchen and how to use them in a sequence that gives your desired results!    Well, I guess I did this post like this was to kinda get some things off of my mind and I am here in my room by myself and my computer was the next best thing to express how I feel, and who knows maybe things will finally just work out and I will get my chance at finally not only learning but earning on the internet !  take care k.harris    IN IT TO WIN IT !(I HOPE)